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    A Story for Mother's Day

    MOTHER’S DAY

    Chapter 1

    In recent years Sally hadn’t given much thought to Mother’s Day, or Mothering Sunday as her own mother had insisted it should be called.

    Life had had its ups and downs for her, and one of her ‘downs’ had been three babes who had never known life, had never fulfilled her hopes and dreams of motherhood. But she firmly believed you made your own luck, and you lived the life destiny allocated to you to the full. Len, her first and only love, had worked for a major oil company and had gone to the four corners of the earth, well those that were oil producing, and Sally had enjoyed travelling with him, living in first one country then another, and only coming home on leave once or twice a year. The ex-pat life had suited her easy-going nature and confident sociability.

    Retirement, when it came, gave them the chance to put down proper roots for the first time in over forty years. They bought a bungalow with a nice garden in a largish village, close to open countryside, the coast and, best of all for Sally, a large town with a thriving community of artists, authors and a first-class rep company. She’d always loved the theatre and it had been one pleasure that had often been in short supply in barren, oil-rich communities. She joined the Friends of the theatre and happily volunteered for any duties they thought she could do. The monthly book club encouraged her to read more widely than she had ever done, and her days were busy and pleasurable.

    The local bakery, with its seductive wafts of freshly-baked bread spilling out on to the pavement, was the village meeting spot. Life, loves and the proverbial universe were discussed in the queue that formed daily and Sally got to know the regulars very quickly, everyone from Ted, the ex-Army major who gave her cuttings from his large and well-stocked garden, Millie, a retired piano teacher, Greta, who like Sally had travelled the world with her musician husband, Dolly, who was just Dolly and had been born two streets away, Sarah and Katie who always seemed to be together, because, as Sally soon realised, they had just dropped off their various children at the village school. They were welcoming and friendly and ever ready to share the village gossip.

    Len joined the Golf Club, and in spite of Sally’s teasing about it being an old man’s game, the Bowling Club as well. Golf of course, was a fair weather game, but the Bowling Club has both indoor and outdoor facilities, and became his regular place to go in winter.

    A couple of years slipped by easily and enjoyably. Nothing earth-shaking, nothing newsworthy, nothing to write home about (as her mother had been fond of saying). If Len thought Sally was spending a little too much time at the theatre, or Sally thought Len was devoting a great deal of time to the Bowling Club, even when the sun was shining, neither of them commented. They were independent adults who didn’t need to live in each other’s pockets.

    But destiny has a way of rudely putting up two fingers to carefully constructed lives, and its victims don’t see it coming. It was a sunny morning in early March. One of those days which hold promise of better weather to come after the long, dreary winter. Sally got to the bakery a little later than usual, and the queue was right up to the door. She hovered in the doorway, waiting patiently for the slowly shuffling queue to progress in the shop. She was just about to say hello to the person in front of her, when she heard her name being mentioned.

    “Poor Sally. Who would have thought it!” murmured Dolly, shaking her grey permed curls sadly.

    The Major harrumphed and shook his head in disbelief. Katie, who always thought the best of everybody said “Perhaps there’s an innocent explanation”.

    “Oh, there’s an explanation all right”, replied Dolly, “but it’s not innocent. I saw them with my own eyes, Len and a young woman who could have been his daughter in the car. The car was rocking fit to turn over, and parked off the road like that behind the Common, well …. they weren’t playing chess, that’s for sure. What’s more ……” Her voice trailed away as Katie, seeing Sally, hushed her up. But it was too late. Sally, rooted to the spot for interminable seconds, found her feet and fled back to the sanctuary of home.

    Her hand was shaking as she tried to put her key in the lock, and her breath was coming in short gasps. She sank into the chair in the hallway and buried her head in her hands. Could she have imagined the whole conversation, or misheard. Perhaps it was another Sally …. and Len. Not her at all, not her Len. The sobs came slowly at first and then harder, faster … she couldn’t remember the last time she cried for herself, but she knew in that moment that it was true. Several puzzling small things suddenly slotted into place - Len’s insistence that she had better things to do than watch him play in a bowls match, the times he quickly put down his phone, switching it off carefully, even that new aftershave which he seemed devoted to. Devoted to some other woman seemed more likely.

    She hardly heard the tapping at the still open door.

    “Sally, it’s me, can I come in?” Katie pushed the door a little further open. “I’m so sorry you overheard that. It’s horrible and, and …” She knelt down beside Sally and gave her a hug. Sally sobbed and sobbed.

    “I’m ….. such a …… fool” she gulped between heart rending sobs. “It’s obvious now I know. I even know who she is. Her Dad’s the President of the Bowls Club, and yes, she’s young enough to be …..” her voice strangled on his name, “L,l,l, His, daughter”.

    She didn’t know how long she and Katie sat there, one racked with grief, and other with concern, when the sound of wheels crunching on the gravel made them jump to their feet, as Len shouted “Hello, darling, where are ….” He stopped in horror and looked from Sally to Katie and back to Sally. His face paled to the colour of putty.

    “You know”. It wasn’t a question.








    "Joy is what happens to us when we allow ourselves to recognise how good things really are. "

    (Marianne Williamson)

    #2
    Chapter 2


    The divorce was ‘civilised’. Sally, humiliated and sad, wanted it all over and done with. She kept the bungalow - Len’s name was mud in the village and he and Helena moved two hundred miles away for a fresh start. She had her pension and enough savings to live modestly, so apart from being a divorcee - a role she had never imagined for herself in her worst nightmares - life continued. On the surface, at least.

    Both Katie and Sarah kept an eye on her. She spent that first Easter Sunday at Katie’s. They included her in their ‘quick coffees’ after dropping their children off at school. It was over a coffee that Sarah mentioned how difficult it was for the school to recruit volunteers to listen to the children read. “Have you thought about it, Sally?” she asked. “All the details are on the school website. Have a look and see what you think - you’d be perfect.”

    Sally privately thought Sarah had more faith in her expertise with children than she did herself, but she was looking to fill some long empty hours that, as half of a twosome used to slip by easily.

    The teacher in charge of the school’s literacy programme was delighted to welcome her to the team, and by the start of the summer term she found herself spending two afternoons a week in the village school. She was allocated to Year 5, Miss Addison’s class.

    Becky Addison was an excellent and popular member of the staff. She had endless enthusiasm and spent long hours outside of the classroom making sure that every one of ‘her’ children were given the best education she could provide for them. ‘Dedicated’, the parents said; the children just loved her, and she loved them back.

    Sally quickly got into the routine, and became expert at knowing when to prompt, or sound out a word, or ask a question whose answer was the word the child needed. She looked forward to these afternoon sessions and found herself chatting naturally to each child as he or she settled down and found the page in their reading book. At the end of each child’s allocated time she would discuss the story with them, and encourage them to carry on reading. Sally and Becky got into a routine of having a cup of tea together in the staff room after the children had gone home. Despite being a generation apart they got on really well, laughed a lot, and found their philosophy of life was very similar.

    One day, Sally suggested they go back to hers for tea as she had been baking. This became the new ‘norm’ and then Becky asked Sally if she would go shopping with her on Saturday for a new jacket.

    Gradually, Sally’s sadness eased, and she started to look forward to the two afternoons in school with the added pleasure of Becky’s company afterwards. Christmas, her first Christmas without Len was something she was dreading, but she had invites from Katie for Christmas Eve, and Sarah for Boxing Day. Then Becky mentioned that she would be on her own - her only brother lived abroad and wouldn’t be home, so Sally asked her to spend the day with her. They decided to eat out and the day passed happily.

    One day in late February, almost a year since Len had left, she arrived in Becky’s classroom to find the children all making cards for Mother’s Day. Suddenly the reality of her lonely situation hit her, and it was all she could do not to cry. It was hard to keep her focus on the children as they read about everything from space rockets to unicorns. Her own mother had died many years previously, but more than that the ever-present memory of the three tiny babies she had lost overwhelmed her with grief, longing and a sense of hopelessness.

    She had coped with so much, but this time the grief would not be ignored. She made an excuse to Becky about having a headache and went home to cry out her emptiness and longing for what could not be.

    When she went back into school the following week there was no sign of the cards - the children had put them into their book bags, along with the little hand-made presents and a tiny posy of flowers they had grown in the school garden. Mothering Sunday was just two days away.

    Knowing she still looked pale and hollow-eyed she concentrated as best she could on the children, all the while dreading Sunday when the stark reality of her childlessness would hit her all over again.

    At the end of the afternoon, Becky beckoned to her.

    “Come into the classroom for a minute, Sally.” Becky handed her a card and a beautiful hand-tied bouquet of Spring flowers. Surprised, Sally opened the card and read -

    “To the mother I wish I had had. I’m grateful to have found you at last, and hope you will allow me to be your honorary daughter from now on, for ever. With love from Becky”.

    Sally looked at Becky, and saw in her eyes what she had dreamed of for so long and had never expected to find. This time the tears were tears of happiness, as they wordlessly hugged each other.


    Love comes in many forms, and sometimes in unexpected ways.











    "Joy is what happens to us when we allow ourselves to recognise how good things really are. "

    (Marianne Williamson)

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      #3
      Wow Daisy that was superb , well done xxx
      Im not fat just 6ft too small

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        #4
        Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! A beautiful ending,and really well written story, as always Daisy. It had me totally absorbed all the way through.
        Well done
        “A grandchild fills a space in your heart that you never knew was empty.” – Unknown

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          #5
          Oma and Gem - thank you both very much. You're very kind and making me blush!!

          I always think Mother's Day must be hard for people who desperately wanted babies, but it never happened for them.
          "Joy is what happens to us when we allow ourselves to recognise how good things really are. "

          (Marianne Williamson)

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            #6
            Well done Daisy you’ve done it again- written a lovely story. I don’t know how you get the ideas or the time to actually write them.

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              #7
              Oh my goodness Daisy so glad there was a happy ending my heart would have broken otherwise, your very clever you know 😀

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                #8
                Clover and Qwerty - thank you for your kind words.

                Clover - ideas usually come from something happening around me. On this occasion it was avoiding saying anything about mother's day to a friend who has no children, but wanted them. Once the idea's there it doesn't take long to type it up.

                Qwerty - I like happy endings, and I don't think I've ever written a story with a sad ending.
                "Joy is what happens to us when we allow ourselves to recognise how good things really are. "

                (Marianne Williamson)

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